SUNOG3

flames of hades burns within me.
look into my eyes and feel the pain
search my soul and you shall find all the reasons why i burn.

never feel sorry for i dont need your pity.
the flame has started and it knows no end.
never shed a tear for me, for you are one of the many reasons why i burn.

SUNOG 2

it burns.
it burns deep within me.
it burns fiercely and its ready to devour me.
just a little bit more and ill be nothing but ash.
but before that, ill burn everything with me
you wont understand how hard it would be to suppress this raging hell inside me.
fueling the fire woulud be so easy.
but burning with it would be more painful than you think

imo nlang ni

lend me your strength
the strength of a god
let me take up your sword and anihilate those with immoral desires.
guide my hands that i may pierce their rotten hearts
burn me with hatred till my heart is fully consumed by anger.
transform me into darkness that knows nothing but abhorrence
quench my thirst.
feed my hunger.
in return ill let you have my life.
take it! till there’s none left.

dugo

tick tack tick tack
tip tap tip tap
rip rap rip rap
drip drop drip drop

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nangita

share your death with me.
let me feel as your life drains from your vein.
for i have longed for that moment to come but it never did.
i am immortal.
cursed to walk on this forsaken land for eternity.
i have watched heroes rise and fall.
i have seen generations after generations of brave men fall.

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kana cla bah..hehe

cover my eyes coz i dont wanna see them.
cover my ears coz i dont wanna hear their names.
just looking at them sickens me.
it fuels my hunger to anihilate the likes of them. every last one of them.
kill them, but a stab thru the heart is just not enough. kill them slowly. let them feel every ounce of pain.
tear them bit by bit and feed their flesh to the hungry beasts.
first the eyes, brain, limbs then the guts.

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bata batuta moves

a crazy idea just got into me this morning.
what if ill create an encyclopedia about me?..
the cover should be pink.
it should come in 69 volumes.
it should have my face on the front covers.
sounds fun..mmm..

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MY B-DAY

its my birthday..
come join the party..
party of fools and crazy..
forget the pain forget the sadness and enjoy all day..
tommorrow we may die and tommorrow we may cry but today lets live and celebrate my day.
this fucking fools day!! XD 

SUNOG

 once there was a maiden who found herself lost in the woods, and no matter how she tried she cant figure her way out. it was known that hungry wolves and vicious creatures roam in this forbidden place during night time. as the night started to fall she found herself lost deeper and deeper into the forbidden forest. she started to loss all hope

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WAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!

Fuck this world! i never cared about this damned world anymore. if this is the best thing this fucking world can offer then id be in a hurry to get to the next one. but the only thing that kept me hangin a bit longer are those fucking people who has given me some piece of shit. take away this shit and ill be on my way. then dont give me another damn reason to stay. shit! why are you all making this too hard for me? just let me leave!!!..

RIVER SHADOW

i was searching for love i was searching for care..
i guess nobody could ever share..

so i started my journey and i started my song..
hoping that someone might hear my lonesome call..

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My Reminders

the following entries were taken from my friendster account. its just so happen that i deleted them for some  fucking reasons.

river shadow - oct 2, 2006
the clown - oct 31, 2006
on the wings of death - feb 25, 2008

the CLOWN

do you know what a clown is?
well, it could be something that makes you laugh..
it could be something that always laughs..

have you seen a clown lately?
i just did..

most of the people i know, they call him the crazy
clown..

why did they call him crazy?
that i do not know..
maybe because he could drive them crazy..
or..maybe because he is acting like crazy..

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ON the WINGS of DEATH

carry me to eternity
to an endless night and a dreamless sleep
banish me into the oblivion
and as my soul slumbers i shall lie on your wings

as i slowly close my eyes
and breathe my last, i gently felt your warm embrace.
now my time has come and my end is here.
as the curtains close i shall lie on your wings.

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